Saturday, May 2, 2009

NEW !

NEW BLOGGGG!
cause i hate this one so so so much.

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

It's been a whilee.

A lot of stuff is starting to change.
- I've realized I want religion in my life.
- I've been selfish lately, very selfish.
- I want to change myself, for the better.

I like becoming closer with people I never even knew existed.
Kailey Maloney - Tennis has broughten us closer
on so many levels. I really like it.
Sarina Clements - Gym class with you makes us become so close. I love it so much. I needed a friend like you.
Hunter Roulston - We have become so close. It's amazing. I trust you so much. You're the best (:

Recklass was so.. i don;t know. Touching I guess?
It was a eye opener. I love it.

Just, a lot of stuff has been racing through my mind lately.
I can't put it into words persay but I think things are changing.
for the better.


Mozzarella Sticks = LIFE!

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Why not?

Why do I always get guilted into things?
- My mum guilted me into auditioning for concert choir.
- Abbey guilts me into going to her house.
- Mercedes guilts me into hanging out.

Why can't I learn to say no?
I frustrate myself, truly.

I think doing tennis is such a positive thing
in my life. I'm getting exercise while being
with a bunch of awesome girls :)
I really love it, even though my arm is throbbing.

American Idol bugs me. It's so stereotypical.
It's always the same type of people that make
it on there. I don't like similarity. I like
diversity.

I don't know what's going on with you.
You confuse me.

Thursday, March 26, 2009

(:

Tennnis! I <3 tennnnnis so much.
It's amazing. I wish I was good.
"There is always room for improvement"
Thank you for the inspirational motivation Mr Miller.
I'll take your words into consideration.

I have a real issue.
Physical contact makes me hyperventilate.
I become spastic. I can't handle it.

But on the contrary, I'M NOT FAILING MATH!
Like is good :)

Saturday, March 21, 2009

fgjhft

I'm so happy when I'm not home.
But right when I get home, I'm
miserable.

Wouldn't it be smartest if I just not
come home? I should probably just do
that.

I want to see you.
I have to see you.
I'm going to see you.

I need to get out of my household.
I'd rather run away than be here.
My mother thinks I'm kidding when I
say I'm on the verge of mental
breakdown. She's a fucking bitch.
FUCK her.

Now, because of my mother, he's mad
at me.

FUCK MY LIFE times 10.

Friday, March 20, 2009

Can you feel the love tonight?

I want to watch lion king so badly right now.
and my piano is calling my name.
olivia gunther is amazing :)
I just chugged 4 bottles of water, in result i have to pee.
And steph a rebel.

I'm so pumped for tennis! <3
& learning a new instrument.
Thi is going to be great.

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Cough.

Today, I tried something a little different.
Most occasions, I ignore people during the day.
Today, I tried associating. Who knew it would be a success.
I made a new friend. She's in a bad place right now.
She lost basically everything. Friends, boyfriend, family support.
I gave her support, she gave me a reassurance that I needed.
We go through a lot of the same things.
I don't care if she is a "bitch", that's your opinion.
Not mine. I'm already seeing an improvement in myself.
An improvement I could learn to get used too.

Battle of the Bands = <3
I didn't think that a school as lame as West could possibly have
such talented kids. I'm truly impressed.
Amazing <3
Two out of three people in this band go to West.
I love it.

I think Jenna is mad that I still like Dylan.
Whatever.