Yuck.

You know what the hardest part about allowing people into your mind is?
They then have an insight to your world.
But what if you don't want people to be aware of what happens in your life?
A.Do you just refrain from discussing personal matters?
B.Repress emotions?
C.What about conceal important affairs til you explode?
While all of those suggestions seem marvelous, I think I'll choose
D.None of the above.
Only if that was as simple as it sounds.
It would be amazing if I could learn to supress certain obsticles
without my mind becoming over burdened.
Too bad my mind wanders faster than I can keep up with.
A pity, a true pity.

I'm starting to truely annoy myself.
Why can't I be happy without the need to feel needed?
Why can't I learn to keep to myself, keep my thoughts to myself?
I have no patience, i'm getting really snippy with people who don't deserve it.
As well as people who do.
My tolerance level is going down, not a good sign.
Mental breakdowns are starting to become regular, even worse sign.
It's unhealthy the way I think, the way I act.
My habits repulse me, why can't I change?
I ruin everything for myself, why can't I stop?
I never realized I'm a lot more complicated than I give myself credit for.
Anyone want to switch minds with me? Mines out of control.

Is it a bad sign that a good friend of mine is starting to get on my nerves more
than ever?
I used to think the stuff he said was hilarious.
Now? Not so much. Maybe I'm maturing?
Who knows. If I keep this up, I'm going to have no friends in the end.
Sad, very sad.
Whatever, I do better when people don't interact with me.

Chris is BOMB! :D
Whitney wuvsssss him.

YOU NEED TO STOP TEXTING ME.
It's suffocating, I hate it.
Leave me alone. I can't take it.

I think I just need to away.
Far, far away.